Let's Start the Countdown, shall we?

Mentog terus ama koneksi inet terus nih kalo gini caranya...

 

Emang sih ada harga ada rasa, modem murah ya jarang bisa jalannya, gosh... Padahal pulsa gue masih banyak neh, mo diabisin! Btw, selamat ultah bwat ciMel, kali ini ga telat lagi (biasanya kalo telat, skalian ga ngucapin, hehehe...)

 

 

Orang bilang masa-masa menjelang hari jadi itu berat. Menegangkan, penuh kejutan, kadang menyebalkan, dan cenderung mendemotivasi, terutama buat yang ga kuat mental. Hey, i'm on the edge of entering the 30s club (oops, ini artinya bentar lagi my bro Chan bakal masuk ke club forties??!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha....) Dan kurang jelas apa coba, isu di deket-deket umur ini ya seperti yang gue dah tulis di artikel ini. Well not me, jangan ngomong masalah itu ke gue, jawabannya pasti cengar-cengir lagi, i'm not really into it.

 

 

But honestly, i think there's something... err, i mean someone... that still get hung in my mind, a portrait of what i dream of this nights and days of my searching for "her". I admit that i tend to play God comes to this kind of situation i can't decide on my own, so pretending as much as not need, yet need, not thinking of, yet thinking a lot of, as much great pretender as "QUEEN" itself. Shall i, then, wake up and do something, rather than just sleep and dream, like i did last occasion, when i got a glimpse of her inexpectantly? Don't know, think that i'm not born as a male naturally...

 

Assume i take those steps, than should we start the countdown; a countdown not only for the day o' my own (not in the 30s though, maybe try again next year), but a day searched of a lifetime to fit perfectly for both children of GOD. And that not of my own might, but by the will of the Almighty that planned since the beginning of time, to Him glory of all the world.